Why is it that people in authority get to say what they want however they want to, and I have to hold my tongue or explode? Why were my complaints and requests ignored for so long - or, apparently, conveniently forgotten - so I'm the one in burnout and not getting anything for it? Why am I still at this job? Because, I have nothing else and I need the money to live on, that's why. So, I'll keep on keeping my tongue (or get my ass fired), keep working like helat a job I can;t stand for a person I have absolutely no respect for - not even their position - and work on getting another job. I'm in my deepest temporary depression yet. I mean, I'm on medication for both depression and anxiety, but there's times that I sink in beyond my control. But I also come out of it too, so no worries there.
I'm stronger than this. I'm better than this. I'll be better, and I'll be the better person by not getting our H.R. department involved and raising holy hell over this mess.